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journal entry 02
Mar. 23rd, 2015 11:08 pmI have acquired TD hugs and everything feels so much better.
Except he doesn't know about Callaghan. H didn't want to tell him, and I agree, I don't think he needs to know unless he figures out something's up. And why would he? It's not like we're running around in costume here.
It makes me so angry, though, sometimes. I see TD here and alive and able to do more than he was given time to do back home, and just realize that... he's gone, and it's Callaghan's fault. And sure, maybe Callaghan didn't know he was there until after the explosion, when it was already too late, but he wasn't sorry. He let us think he was dead too, and he blamed TD for trying to save him when he's been a mentor and fatherly figure to all of us in one way or another, it could've been any one of us!!!!
Okay. I am feeling anger. I am feeling frustration, because I can't undo anything that Callaghan broke. I am feeling betrayal, because we trusted him and he betrayed that trust.
He tried to kill us. Even H. H is a CHILD, and TD looked up to him, and that's how he repaid them. Repaid ALL of us. He's an awful horrible person and--
Non-judgmental.Everyone is doing the best they can at that moment in time. NO. You know what? No. I don't care if he was doing his best, that's no excuse and he doesn't deserve to be told that.
I'm going to go bake something.
♥~Don't Forget~♥
1) kitchen upgrade
2) cooking lessons for TD and H with O'danya :3
3) find mica at planet??? flecks sparkle in nail polish
4) NON JUDGMENTAL OBSERVATION OF EMOTIONS
Except he doesn't know about Callaghan. H didn't want to tell him, and I agree, I don't think he needs to know unless he figures out something's up. And why would he? It's not like we're running around in costume here.
It makes me so angry, though, sometimes. I see TD here and alive and able to do more than he was given time to do back home, and just realize that... he's gone, and it's Callaghan's fault. And sure, maybe Callaghan didn't know he was there until after the explosion, when it was already too late, but he wasn't sorry. He let us think he was dead too, and he blamed TD for trying to save him when he's been a mentor and fatherly figure to all of us in one way or another, it could've been any one of us!!!!
Okay. I am feeling anger. I am feeling frustration, because I can't undo anything that Callaghan broke. I am feeling betrayal, because we trusted him and he betrayed that trust.
He tried to kill us. Even H. H is a CHILD, and TD looked up to him, and that's how he repaid them. Repaid ALL of us. He's an awful horrible person and--
Non-judgmental.
I'm going to go bake something.
♥~Don't Forget~♥
1) kitchen upgrade
2) cooking lessons for TD and H with O'danya :3
3) find mica at planet??? flecks sparkle in nail polish
4) NON JUDGMENTAL OBSERVATION OF EMOTIONS
